I think most of us are afraid of failure. We are afraid of being judged. We are afraid of looking like a fool to others. And even though it is a huge achievement to not only get into the Masters of Wine (MW) program, or progressing to 2nd year, or even being able to attempt the 3 ½ days of exams (next year turning into 4 days), it is still painful not to pass.
The biggest opportunities for learning come from failure, not success. But you have to be able to see the lesson. Place the ego aside, be honest with yourself, and continue to move forward.
I started this blog back in June. Actually, I always wanted to write a blog, but the whole idea was terrifying. It is one thing to talk amongst your friends and local colleagues about your ideas of wine, but another to put yourself out there to the world of social networking. Finally I found the courage, because I felt I would always be limited in my knowledge and perspective if I was not challenged by various experiences around the world, if I did not hear from experts on the topics, or simply from those who are just plain brilliant.
It is always interesting when I receive the question, “Why do you want to be a Master of Wine?”, or “What are you going to do if you get the title?” And I always seem to disappoint many with my answers. To answer the second question, I really have no idea what I am going to do if I am lucky enough to become a Master of Wine. I’m pretty happy with my life now, and I would simply like to travel more with my wine nerdy buddies, learn more…. without being under such stressful conditions 🙂
And why do I want to be a Master of Wine?
Well, I will answer that by simply telling you my initial tendencies as a child. I have always been an information junkie. I loved nothing more than to sit down and flip through the encyclopedia (before the internet) to learn about various topics. I always felt that I would need to hide this great compulsion that I had, and was prodded by many adults that I should be a cheerleader, or date some jocks, or go shopping and gossip on the phone like any other teenage girl, instead of reading encyclopedias. Well, I found out through time that not only was it lonely to not share what you truly loved with others, but it was even lonelier to pretend you are something you are not.
I have met so many people in the Masters of Wine program who are information junkies like me, and it has led me to find the courage to share this love for information with wine bloggers on social media. This is the greatest reason why I love being in the program. I feel a little less alone in my desire and pure joy in learning on a continued basis. I know when I express this reason to some who ask me this question, they show me a face of disbelief with a quick reply, “Yeah right!” And there is one lesson I learn over and over in life: Some people will never understand what motivates your actions because they are different types of people.
So I prepare for another year of studying for the MW exams, enriched a 100 times over by sharing this love. Please bear with me over the next 10 months, as my posts will be driven by my studies. I am hoping to make them insightful and interesting, as well as informative, and I look forward to learning from all those other wine information junkies out there.